Ro\u00adbin Wil\u00ad\u00fdam\u00adsy\u0148 \u201c\u015ea\u00adhyr\u00adla\u00adry\u0148 jem\u00adgy\u00ad\u00fde\u00adti\u201d fil\u00admin\u00add\u00e4\u00adki adam\u00adla\u00adry\u0148 dur\u00admu\u00ad\u015fy\u00adny \u00f6z\u00adger\u00addip bil\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n mu\u00adgal\u00adlym Jon Ki\u00adting, ba\u00adtyr\u00adga\u00fd\u00adly\u00adgy\u0148 aja\u00ad\u00fdyp nus\u00adga\u00adsy\u00addyr. Bu \u00e7e\u00adper film\u00adde Ki\u00adting mek\u00addep-in\u00adter\u00adnat\u00adda oka\u00ad\u00fdan sustupes \u00fdetginjeklere sa\u00adpak ber\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r, dur\u00admu\u00ad\u015fa bo\u00adlan h\u00f6\u00adwes d\u00f6\u00adre\u00addip, ola\u00adry ruh\u00adlan\u00addyr\u00ad\u00fdar. Ki\u00adting \u00fdet\u00adgin\u00adjek\u00adle\u00adre \u00f6z\u00adle\u00adri\u00adni\u0148 \u00fda\u015f\u00adlyk ar\u00adzuw\u00adla\u00adry\u00adny n\u00e4\u00adme se\u00adb\u00e4p\u00adden \u00fdi\u00adti\u00adren\u00addik\u00adle\u00adri\u00adni d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00addir\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r. \u00c7\u00fcn\u00adki olar \u00f6\u0148 ata-ene\u00adleri ta\u00adra\u00adpyn\u00addan i\u015f\u00adle\u00adnip d\u00fc\u00adz\u00fc\u00adlen me\u00ad\u00fdil\u00adna\u00adma\u00adla\u00adra g\u00f6\u00adr\u00e4 \u00fda\u00ad\u015fa\u00ad\u00fdar\u00addy\u00adlar. Olar luk\u00adman, hu\u00adkuk\u00ad\u00e7y, bank\u00ad\u00e7y bol\u00admagy \u00fd\u00fcregine d\u00fcwen ekenler, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adki ata-ene\u00adle\u00adri ola\u00adry \u015fe\u00fd\u00adle we\u00adzi\u00adpe\u00adde g\u00f6r\u00admek is\u00adl\u00e4pdir. \u00dd\u00f6\u00adne bu k\u00f6\u0148li so\u00adwuk \u00fda\u015f\u00adlar \u00f6z \u00fd\u00fc\u00adrek\u00adle\u00adri\u00adni\u0148 ha\u00fd\u00adsy ta\u00adra\u00adpa \u00e7ek\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n\u00addi\u00adgi ba\u00adra\u00adda pi\u00adkir hem et\u00adme\u00fd\u00e4n eken\u00adler.
\nBu film\u00adde je\u00adnap Ki\u00adting \u00f6z hos\u00adsar\u00adly\u00adgyn\u00adda\u00adky \u00fdet\u00adgin\u00adjek\u00adle\u00adri \u00f6\u0148ki \u00fdyl\u00adla\u00adry\u0148 u\u00e7u\u00adrym\u00adla\u00adry\u00adny\u0148 asy\u00adlyp go\u00fd\u00adlan fo\u00adto\u00adsu\u00adrat\u00adla\u00adry\u00adny\u0148 \u00fda\u00adny\u00adna alyp bar\u00ad\u00fdar. Ki\u00adting okuw\u00ad\u00e7y\u00adla\u00adra ba\u00adkyp \u015fe\u00fd\u00adle di\u00fd\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r:
\n\u2013 Oglanlar, \u015fu su\u00adrat\u00adla\u00adra se\u00adre\u00addi\u0148! \u015eu \u00fder\u00adde g\u00f6r\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n oglanlary\u0148yzy\u0148 g\u00f6z\u00adle\u00adrin\u00adde edil si\u00adzi\u0148 g\u00f6z\u00adle\u00adri\u00ad\u0148iz\u00add\u00e4\u00adki \u00fda\u00adly hy\u00adjuw bar. Olar d\u00fcn\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4\u00adni \u00f6z\u00adger\u00addip, dur\u00admu\u015f\u00adda ha\u00fd\u00adsy\u00addyr bir go\u00adwy i\u015fi\u0148 ba\u00ad\u015fy\u00adny tut\u00adma\u00adgy me\u00fdille\u015fdiripdiler. \u015eu su\u00adrat\u00adla\u00adry\u0148 d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adri\u00adle\u00adni\u00adne 70 \u00fdyl bo\u00adlup\u00addyr. Ola\u00adry\u0148 k\u00f6\u00adp\u00fc\u00adsi e\u00fd\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4m d\u00fcn\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4\u00adsi\u00adni t\u00e4\u00adze\u00adle\u00addi. E\u00fd\u00adsem, ola\u00adra dur\u00admu\u015f\u00adda\u00adky ar\u00adzuw\u00adla\u00adry\u00adna \u00fdet\u00admek ba\u00ad\u015fart\u00addy\u00admy\u00adka? E\u00fd\u00adsem, olar \u00f6z g\u00f6wn\u00fcnde besl\u00e4n zat\u00adla\u00adry\u00adny ber\u00adja\u00fd et\u00addi\u00adler\u00admi\u00adk\u00e4?
\nSo\u0148\u00adra je\u00adnap Ki\u00adting u\u00e7u\u00adrym\u00adlar to\u00adpa\u00adry\u00adna ga\u00adrap, \u015fe\u00fd\u00adle py\u00ad\u015fyr\u00adda\u00ad\u00fdar: \u201cCar\u00adpe di\u00adem!, Amat\u00adly pur\u00adsat ta\u00adpy\u0148!\u201d
\nIl\u00adki okuw\u00ad\u00e7y\u00adlar bu mu\u00adgal\u00adly\u00admy\u0148 a\u00fd\u00addan\u00adla\u00adry\u00adna n\u00e4\u00adhi\u00adli d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adjek\u00adle\u00adri\u00adni bil\u00adm\u00e4n\u00addir\u00adler. \u00dd\u00f6\u00adne olar ba\u00adsym onu\u0148 s\u00f6z\u00adle\u00adrini\u0148 \u00e4hmi\u00fdeti ba\u00adra\u00adda pi\u00adkir edip ba\u015f\u00adlap\u00addyr\u00adlar. Olar \u00f6z\u00adle\u00adri \u00fc\u00e7in t\u00e4\u00adze bir d\u00fcn\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4\u00adga\u00adra\u00fd\u00ad\u015fy a\u00e7yp be\u00adren\u00adli\u00adgi \u00fc\u00e7in Mis\u00adter Ki\u00adtin\u00adgi sy\u00adlap, onu\u0148 ga\u00addy\u00adry\u00adny bi\u00adlip ug\u00adrap\u00addyr\u00adlar.
\nBi\u00adzi\u0148 her bi\u00adri\u00admiz dog\u00adlan g\u00fcni my\u00adna\u00adsy\u00adbet\u00adli gut\u00adlag\u00adlar be\u00ad\u00fdan edi\u00adlen otk\u00adryt\u00adka bi\u00adlen a\u00fd\u00adla\u00adnyp \u00fd\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcs. Gow\u00ad\u015fur\u00admak is\u00adle\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n bu gut\u00adlag\u00adla\u00adry\u00admyz\u00adda bagt, d\u00f6\u00adre\u00addi\u00adji\u00adlik \u00fcs\u00adt\u00fcn\u00adli\u00adgi ar\u00adzuw\u00adla\u00adnyl\u00ad\u00fdar \u00fda-da \u00fd\u00fc\u00adre\u00adgi\u00admi\u00adzi\u0148 bir k\u00fcn\u00adj\u00fcn\u00adde giz\u00adle\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n \u00e7u\u0148\u00ad\u0148ur du\u00fd\u00adgu\u00adla\u00adry\u00admyz be\u00ad\u00fdan edil\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r.
\nFil\u00admi\u0148 gah\u00adry\u00adman\u00adla\u00adry\u00adny\u0148 bi\u00adri Noks Owerst\u00adrit o\u0148at bir gy\u00adzy ha\u00adla\u00ad\u00fdar. Noks ol gy\u00adzy\u0148 ug\u00adrun\u00adda akyl-hu\u00ad\u015fu\u00adny \u00fdi\u00adtir\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r, \u00fd\u00f6\u00adne o\u0148a s\u00f6z a\u00fdt\u00adma\u00adga we\u00adlin, ga\u00fd\u00adra\u00adty \u00e7at\u00adma\u00ad\u00fdar. Bir\u00adde\u00adnem, je\u00adnap Ki\u00adtin\u00adgi\u0148 \u201cAmat\u00adly pur\u00adsat ta\u00adpy\u0148!\u201d di\u00ad\u00fden mas\u00adla\u00adha\u00adty onu\u0148 \u00fdadyna d\u00fc\u015f\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r. Noks mun\u00addan ar\u00adtyk pi\u00adkir edip bil\u00adme\u00adjek\u00addi\u00adgi\u00adne g\u00f6z \u00fde\u00adtir\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r, eger-de ol ony ha\u00adla\u00ad\u00fdan bol\u00adsa, mu\u00adnu\u0148 \u00fc\u00e7in bir zat\u00adlar et\u00adm\u00e4\u00adge gi\u00adri\u015f\u00adme\u00adli\u00addi. Ol \u015fe\u00fd\u00adle hem ed\u00fd\u00e4r. Ol gy\u00adzy\u0148 \u00f6\u0148\u00fcn\u00adde \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adni\u0148 i\u0148 pyn\u00adhan du\u00fd\u00adgu\u00adla\u00adry\u00adny ynamly a\u00e7\u00admaga \u00fd\u00fcrek edip bil\u00fd\u00e4r. \u00c7\u00fcnki Noks \u00f6z ar\u00adzuw\u00adla\u00adryn\u00addan \u00fd\u00fcz \u00f6w\u00adr\u00fcp bil\u00adjek d\u00e4l\u00addi, ol ha\u00adla\u00fda\u00adny\u00adny\u0148 sa\u00ad\u00fda\u00adsy\u00adna \u00f6w\u00adr\u00fc\u00adlip\u00addi. So\u0148\u00adlu\u00adgy bi\u00adlen, gyz onu\u0148 \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adni t\u00fc\u00fds \u00fd\u00fc\u00adrek\u00adden s\u00f6\u00fd\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n\u00addi\u00adgi\u00adne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fd\u00e4r we o\u0148a g\u00f6\u00adw\u00fcn be\u00adr\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r. Noks dost\u00adla\u00adry\u00adny\u0148 ara\u00adsyn\u00adda on\u00ad\u00e7ak\u00adly me\u015f\u00adhur bol\u00adma\u00adsa-da, ni\u00fdetini\u0148 p\u00e4kligi bilen gyzy \u00f6z\u00fcne \u00fdesir ed\u00fd\u00e4r. \u015ee\u00fd\u00adle\u00adlik\u00adde, ol \u00f6z dur\u00admu\u00ad\u015fy\u00adny g\u00f6\u00adzel\u00adle\u015f\u00addir\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r.
\n***
\n\u015ee\u00fdle pur\u00adsaty ba\u015fdan ge\u00e7irm\u00e4ge mende hem m\u00fcm\u00adkin\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adlik bo\u00adlup\u00addy. Men ha\u00fdwanat d\u00fc\u00adkanyn\u00adda i\u015f\u00adle\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n mylakatly bir gy\u00adza g\u00f6w\u00fcn berdim. Onu\u0148 \u00fda\u00ad\u015fy menden ki\u00ad\u00e7i\u00addi, meni\u0148k\u00e4 garany\u0148da, o\u0148at dur\u00admu\u015f \u00fd\u00f6\u00adrel\u00adge\u00adsi\u00adni alyp bar\u00ad\u00fdar\u00addy, \u015fo\u00adnu\u0148 \u00fc\u00e7in bi\u00adzi\u0148 g\u00fcr\u00adr\u00fc\u0148 ede\u00adre \u00fc\u00fdtge\u015fik za\u00addy\u00admyz \u00fdok\u00addy. \u00dd\u00f6\u00adne mu\u00adnu\u0148 hi\u00e7 hi\u00adli \u00e4h\u00admi\u00ad\u00fde\u00adti \u00fdok \u00fda\u00adly bo\u00adlup g\u00f6\u00adr\u00fcn\u00addi. Meni m\u00e4hir u\u00e7gunlary gaplap aldy. Me\u00adni\u0148 bi\u00adlen ys\u00adny\u015f\u00admak o\u0148a hem \u00fda\u00adra\u00fd\u00adjak \u00fda\u00adly\u00addy.
\nHa\u00ad\u00e7an-da, onu\u0148 ba\u00adsym dog\u00adlan g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc\u00addi\u00adgi\u00adni bi\u00adlem\u00adde, ony ni\u00adr\u00e4\u00addir bir \u00fder\u00adle\u00adre \u00e7a\u00adgyr\u00adma\u00adly di\u00ad\u00fden ka\u00adra\u00adra gel\u00addim. O\u0148a ja\u0148 et\u00admez\u00adden ozal, \u00fda\u00adrym sa\u00adgat\u00adlap te\u00adle\u00adfo\u00adna se\u00adre\u00addip otur\u00addym. So\u0148\u00adra men bel\u00adgi\u00adle\u00adri a\u00fd\u00adla\u00addym, \u00fd\u00f6\u00adne ja\u0148 git\u00adm\u00e4n\u00adk\u00e4, trub\u00adka\u00adny \u00fde\u00adrin\u00adde go\u00fd\u00addum. Men edil du\u00ad\u015fu\u00ad\u015fy\u00adga \u00f6\u0148\u00fcn\u00adden be\u00adgen\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n we tek\u00adli\u00adbin\u00adden \u00fd\u00fcz \u00f6w\u00adr\u00fc\u00adle\u00adrin\u00adden he\u00adder ed\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n mek\u00addep okuw\u00ad\u00e7y\u00adsy \u00fda\u00adly, \u00f6z\u00fc\u00admi iki g\u00f6\u00adw\u00fcn\u00adli du\u00ad\u00fdup ikir\u00adji\u0148\u00adlen\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r\u00addim. I\u00e7im\u00adden gel\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n ses me\u00adni\u0148 o\u0148a \u00fda\u00adra\u00adma\u00ad\u00fdan\u00addy\u00adgy\u00admy, bi\u00adde\u00adrek \u00fde\u00adre wagt \u00fdi\u00adtir\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n\u00addi\u00adgi\u00admi a\u00fdd\u00ad\u00fdan \u00fda\u00adly\u00addy. Ony g\u00f6renimde \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00adi \u015fe\u00fd\u00adle jo\u015f\u00adgunly hem ru\u00adhu\u00adbe\u00adlent du\u00fd\u00ad\u00fdar\u00addym. El\u00adbet\u00adde, me\u00adni hi\u00e7 bir gor\u00adky sak\u00adlap bil\u00adjek d\u00e4l\u00addi. Ahyr\u00adso\u00ad\u0148y men ga\u00fd\u00adrat\u00adla\u00adnyp, ony te\u00adat\u00adra \u00e7a\u00adgyr\u00addym. Ol ma\u00ad\u0148a min\u00adnet\u00addar\u00adlyk bil\u00addir\u00addi hem-de \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adni\u0148 ba\u015f\u00adga i\u015f\u00adle\u00adri\u00adni\u0148 bar\u00addy\u00adgy\u00adny a\u00fdt\u00addy.
\nMen \u015fow\u00adsuz\u00adly\u00adga u\u00e7\u00adra\u00addym di\u00ad\u00fden netij\u00e4 gel\u00addim. I\u00e7im\u00adden gel\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n \u015fol ses ma\u00ad\u0148a ga\u00fd\u00addyp o\u0148a ja\u0148 et\u00admez\u00adli\u00adgi mas\u00adla\u00adhat ber\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r\u00addi, mun\u00addan bu\u00ad\u00fda\u00adna hem la\u00adpy\u00adke\u00e7\u00adli\u00adge u\u00e7\u00adra\u00admaz\u00adly\u00adgym \u00fc\u00e7in, h\u00e4\u00adzir\u00adki \u00fdag\u00adda\u00ad\u00fdy\u00adma ka\u00ad\u00fdyl bol\u00adma\u00adgymy tek\u00adlip ed\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r\u00addi. \u00dd\u00f6\u00adne me\u00adni\u0148 bu gy\u00adzy\u0148 n\u00e4\u00adme \u00fc\u00e7in \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adne u\u00e7ur\u00adsyz \u00e7ek\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n\u00adli\u00adgi\u00adne d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fc\u00adne\u00adsim gel\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r\u00addi. I\u00e7im\u00add\u00e4ki pikirler da\u015fyma \u00e7ogup \u00e7ykjak \u00fdalydy. Men \u00f6z ha\u00adla\u00adny\u00adma ba\u015f\u00addan ge\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n du\u00fd\u00adgu\u00adla\u00adry\u00admy h\u00f6k\u00adman a\u00fdt\u00adma\u00adly\u00addym.
\nS\u00f6w\u00adda mer\u00adke\u00adzi\u00adne ba\u00adryp, gy\u00adza dog\u00adlan g\u00fc\u00adni my\u00adna\u00adsy\u00adbet\u00adli gut\u00adlag \u00fda\u00adzyl\u00adma\u00adly owa\u00addan otk\u00adryt\u00adka sa\u00adtyn aldym we ony \u015fa\u00adhy\u00adra\u00adna se\u00adtir\u00adler bi\u00adlen dol\u00addur\u00addym. On\u00adso\u0148 onu\u0148 i\u015f\u00adle\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n \u00fde\u00adri\u00adne ug\u00adra\u00addym. Ha\u00ad\u00e7an-da, ga\u00adpa go\u00adla\u00fd\u00adlanym\u00adda, \u015fol how\u00adsa\u00adla\u00adly ses ma\u00ad\u0148a du\u00fd\u00addur\u00addy: \u201cBir\u00adden sen o\u0148a \u00fda\u00adra\u00adma\u00adsa\u0148, n\u00e4\u00adme eder\u00adsi\u0148? Bir\u00adden ol sen\u00adden \u00fd\u00fcz \u00f6w\u00fcr\u00adse, ber ha\u00adba\u00adry\u00ad\u0148y!?\u201d
\nMen \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00adde gow\u00ad\u015fak\u00adlyk du\u00ad\u00fdup, otk\u00adryt\u00adka\u00adny j\u00fc\u00adb\u00fcm\u00adde giz\u00adle\u00addim. Eger-de, gyz my\u00adla\u00adkat\u00adly g\u00fcr\u00adle\u015f\u00adse, o\u0148a otk\u00adryt\u00adka\u00adny gow\u015furaryn, eger-de, so\u00adwuk gar\u00ad\u015fy\u00adla\u00adsa, o\u00adny go\u00fdan \u00fde\u00adrim\u00adden \u00e7ykarmaryn di\u00ad\u00fden ka\u00adra\u00adra gel\u00addim. Biz bi\u00adraz g\u00fcr\u00adle\u015f\u00addik, \u00fd\u00f6\u00adne on\u00adda ha\u00fd\u00adsy\u00addyr bir go\u00adwy ala\u00admat g\u00f6r\u00adme\u00addim. \u00dde\u00ad\u0148il bol\u00adma\u00addyk du\u00fd\u00adgy\u00adny ba\u015f\u00addan ge\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adrip, ga\u00adpa ta\u00adrap \u00fd\u00f6\u00adnel\u00addim.
\nEm\u00adma ga\u00adpa go\u00adla\u00fd ba\u00adra\u00adnym\u00adda, ma\u0148a ba\u015fga bir ses gel\u00addi. Ol \u00fdu\u00adwa\u015f\u00adlyk bi\u00adlen \u00fda\u0148\u00adlan\u00ad\u00fdar\u00addy, on\u00adda je\u00adnap Ki\u00adtin\u00adgi\u0148 a\u00fd\u00addan s\u00f6z\u00adle\u00adri bar\u00addy. Ol ma\u00ad\u0148a py\u00ad\u015fyr\u00addap: \u201cNoks Owerst\u00adri\u00adti \u00fda\u00adda sal, Car\u00adpe di\u00adem!, Amat\u00adly pur\u00adsat ta\u00adpy\u0148!\u201d di\u00fd\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r\u00addi. Bir\u00adde\u00adnem, men \u00f6z \u00fd\u00fc\u00adre\u00adgi\u00admi a\u00e7\u00admak h\u00f6\u00adwe\u00adsi bi\u00adle\u00adnem, du\u00fd\u00adgu\u00adla\u00adry\u00admy a\u00e7\u00admak gor\u00adku\u00adsy bi\u00adle\u00adnem \u00fd\u00fcz\u00adbe-\u00fd\u00fcz galdym. Ha\u00ad\u00e7an-da, \u00f6z\u00fcm \u015fe\u00fd\u00adle et\u00adme\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r\u00adk\u00e4m, dur\u00admu\u015f\u00adda \u00f6z g\u00f6r\u015f\u00fc\u0148 \u00fdaly \u00fda\u00ad\u015fa\u00admak ba\u00adra\u00adda adam\u00adla\u00adra n\u00e4\u00addip g\u00fcr\u00adr\u00fc\u0148 ber\u00adme\u00adgi\u00admi do\u00adwam et\u00addi\u00adre\u00adrin?! E\u00fd\u00adsem-de bol\u00adsa, gut\u00adla\u00adma\u00adgy\u0148 n\u00e4\u00adme a\u00fd\u00adby bar\u00admy\u015f? Dog\u00adlan g\u00fc\u00adn\u00fcn\u00adde is\u00adlen\u00addik gy\u00adza \u015fe\u00fd\u00adle otk\u00adryt\u00adka\u00adny al\u00admak \u00fda\u00adkym\u00adly bol\u00ad\u00fdan\u00addyr ahy\u00adryn!? Men amat\u00adly pur\u00adsat tap\u00adma\u00adly di\u00ad\u00fden ka\u00adrara gel\u00addim. \u015ee\u00fd\u00adle ka\u00adra\u00adra ge\u00adle\u00adnim\u00adde, me\u00adni\u0148 \u00fd\u00fc\u00adre\u00adgi\u00admi\u0148 ba\u00adtyr\u00adga\u00fd\u00adlyk bi\u00adlen do\u00adlan\u00addy\u00adgy\u00adna g\u00f6z \u00fde\u00adtir\u00addim. Bel\u00adli bir ka\u00adrar ma\u00ad\u0148a g\u00fc\u00fd\u00e7 ber\u00addi.
\nK\u00f6p wagt\u00addan b\u00e4\u00adri be\u00fd\u00adle \u00fdag\u00adda\u00ad\u00fdy ba\u015f\u00addan ge\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00adm\u00e4n\u00addim. Bir\u00adde\u00adnem, men \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00adde \u00e7u\u0148\u00ad\u0148ur ka\u00adna\u00adgat\u00adlan\u00adma hem asu\u00adda\u00adlyk du\u00fd\u00addum. Ma\u00ad\u0148a \u00f6z \u00fd\u00fc\u00adre\u00adgi\u00admi a\u00e7\u00adma\u00adgy\u00admy \u00f6w\u00adren\u00adme\u00adgim, \u00f6we\u00adzi\u00adne-de hi\u00e7 zat is\u00adle\u00admez\u00adli\u00adgi \u00f6w\u00adren\u00adme\u00adgim ge\u00adrek\u00addi.
\nMen j\u00fc\u00adbim\u00adden otk\u00adryt\u00adka\u00adny \u00e7y\u00adkar\u00addym, yzy\u00adma \u00f6w\u00adr\u00fc\u00adlip, ony gy\u00adza ber\u00addim. O\u0148a \u00f6z gut\u00adlag\u00adla\u00adry\u00admy uza\u00adda\u00adnym\u00adda, aky\u00adla syg\u00adma\u00ad\u00fdan \u00fde\u00ad\u0148il\u00adlik hem tol\u00adgu\u00adny\u00ad\u015fy ba\u015f\u00addan ge\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addim. Her ni\u00ad\u00e7ik-de bol\u00adsa, men \u015fe\u00fd\u00adle et\u00addim.
\nE\u00fd\u00adsem, so\u0148\u00adra n\u00e4\u00adme bo\u00adla\u00adny\u00adny bil\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00ad\u0148iz\u00admi? Me\u00adni\u0148 \u00e4di\u00admim ony on\u00ad\u00e7ak\u00adly ge\u0148 gal\u00addyr\u00adma\u00addy. Ol \u201cSag bol\u201d di\u00fd\u00addi-de, ony a\u00e7\u00adman bir gy\u00adrada go\u00fd\u00addy. Meni\u0148 g\u00f6wn\u00fcm bozuldy. Ta\u00admam \u00e7yk\u00adma\u00addy, me\u00adni ret et\u00addi di\u00ad\u00fden du\u00fd\u00adgy\u00adny ba\u015f\u00addan ge\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00addim.
\nMen edep\u00adli ho\u015f\u00adla\u00ad\u015fyp, d\u00fc\u00adkan\u00addan \u00e7yk\u00addym. So\u0148 t\u00e4\u00adsin \u00fdag\u00adda\u00fd bo\u00adlup ge\u00e7\u00addi. Bir\u00adden\u00adk\u00e4, me\u00adni ru\u00adhu\u00adbe\u00adlent\u00adlik gap\u00adlap al\u00addy. I\u00e7im\u00adde \u00e4girt uly ka\u00adna\u00adgat\u00adlan\u00adma tol\u00adkun\u00adla\u00adry m\u00f6w\u00e7 urup, ol tutu\u015f durkumy gur\u015fap aldy. Men \u00f6z \u00fd\u00fc\u00adre\u00adgi\u00admi a\u00e7\u00addym, bu ju\u00adda \u00fdakymlydy. Gor\u00adky du\u00fd\u00adgu\u00adsy uzak\u00adla\u015f\u00addy, \u015fe\u00fdlelikde, \u00fcmm\u00fclmez gi\u0148 s\u00e4hra \u00e7yk\u00addym. Ha\u00adwa, bo\u00adlup ge\u00ad\u00e7en zat\u00adlar bir\u00adne\u00adme ta\u00adga\u00ad\u015fyk\u00adsyz\u00adra\u00adgam bol\u00addy, \u00fd\u00f6\u00adne men \u015fe\u00fd\u00adle \u00e4di\u00admi \u00e4t\u00addim. (Em\u00admet Foks \u015fe\u00fd\u00adle di\u00ad\u00fdip\u00addir: \u201cSiz gor\u00adku\u00addan san\u00addy\u00adra\u00ad\u00fdar\u00adka\u00ad\u0148y\u00adzam, \u00f6z et\u00adme\u00adli i\u015fi\u00ad\u0148i\u00adzi edi\u0148, \u00fd\u00f6\u00adne h\u00f6k\u00adman edi\u0148!\u201d). Men hi\u00e7 hi\u00adli ke\u00adpillik is\u00adle\u00adm\u00e4n \u00f6z g\u00f6w\u00adn\u00fc\u00admi a\u00e7\u00addym. Men de\u00adre\u00adgi\u00adne hi\u00e7 zada ga\u00adra\u015f\u00adma\u00addym.
\nAdam\u00adzat ara\u00adgat\u00adna\u00ad\u015fy\u00adgy\u00adny tijenm\u00e4ge mej\u00adbur et\u00admek \u00fc\u00e7in he\u00adre\u00adket ed\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n g\u00fc\u00fd\u00e7\u00adler ze\u00adrur; go\u00fd, olar\u00adda he\u00admi\u00ad\u015fe s\u00f6\u00fd\u00adgi bol\u00adsun!
\nMen k\u00f6p wagt\u00addan b\u00e4\u00adri ba\u015f\u00addan ge\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00adme\u00addik ka\u00adna\u00adgat\u00adlan\u00adma\u00adny, ru\u00adhy ra\u00adhat\u00adly\u00adgy du\u00fd\u00addum. Sy\u00adna\u00adgy\u0148 \u00f6ze\u00adni\u00adne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcndim: \u00f6z \u00fd\u00fc\u00adre\u00adgi\u00ad\u0148i a\u00e7\u00adma\u00adgy, de\u00adre\u00adgi\u00adne hi\u00e7 zat is\u00adle\u00adm\u00e4n, s\u00f6\u00fd\u00adgi pe\u015f\u00adge\u015f ber\u00adme\u00adgi \u00f6w\u00adren\u00adme\u00adli. Bu sy\u00adnag di\u00ad\u0148e \u015fu gyz bi\u00adlen ara\u00adgat\u00adna\u00ad\u015fy\u00adgy \u00fdo\u00adla go\u00fd\u00adma\u00adgy a\u0148\u00adlat\u00adma\u00ad\u00fdar\u00addy. Ol \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm bi\u00adlen ara\u00adgat\u00adna\u00ad\u015fy\u00adgy\u00admy \u00e7u\u0148la\u015fdyrmakda hem \u00fdar\u00addam ber\u00addi. Bu ma\u00ad\u0148a ba\u00ad\u015fart\u00addy. Je\u00adnap Ki\u00adting ma\u00ad\u0148a bu\u00fd\u00adsa\u00adnyp bi\u00adler\u00addi. \u00dd\u00f6\u00adne oza\u00adly bi\u00adlen \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fc\u00adme bu\u00fd\u00adsan\u00ad\u00fdar\u00addym.
\nSo\u0148\u00adra ol gy\u00adza se\u00fd\u00adrek du\u015f gel\u00addim, \u00fd\u00f6\u00adne bu tej\u00adri\u00adbe b\u00fc\u00adtin dur\u00admu\u00ad\u015fy\u00admy \u00f6z\u00adgert\u00addi. \u015eol \u00fd\u00f6\u00adne\u00adke\u00fd tej\u00adri\u00adbe ar\u00adka\u00adly is\u00adlen\u00addik ara\u00adgat\u00adna\u00ad\u015fy\u00adgy \u00fdo\u00adla go\u00fd\u00adma\u00adga, hat\u00adda, b\u00fc\u00adtin d\u00fcn\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4\u00adni he\u00adre\u00adke\u00adte ge\u00adtir\u00adm\u00e4\u00adge ze\u00adrur bo\u00adlan g\u00fc\u00fd\u00adji a\u00fddy\u0148 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm: siz hemmelere \u00f6z s\u00f6\u00fd\u00adgi\u00ad\u0148i\u00adzi pe\u015f\u00adge\u015f be\u00adri\u0148.
\nBiz, \u00f6z du\u00fd\u00adgu\u00adla\u00adry\u00admy\u00adza jo\u00adgap alyp bil\u00adme\u00addik ha\u00adla\u00adty\u00admyz\u00adda bi\u00adzi \u00fda\u00adra\u00adla\u00ad\u00fdan\u00addyr\u00adlar \u00f6\u00fd\u00add\u00fcp, pi\u00adkir ed\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4\u00adris. \u00dd\u00f6\u00adne bu bi\u00adze \u00fda\u00adra sal\u00adma\u00ad\u00fdar. Biz s\u00f6\u00fd\u00adgi pe\u015f\u00adge\u015f ber\u00adme\u00adsek, di\u0148e der\u00addi\u00admizi ar\u00adtdyr\u00fdarys. Biz s\u00f6\u00fd\u00admek \u00fc\u00e7in dog\u00adlan. Biz s\u00f6\u00fd\u00admek we s\u00f6\u00ad\u00fd\u00fcl\u00admek \u00fc\u00e7in Hu\u00adda\u00fd ta\u00adra\u00adpyn\u00addan \u00fda\u00adra\u00addy\u00adlan di\u00ad\u00fdip a\u00fd\u00addyp bi\u00adle\u00adris. Biz is\u00adlen\u00addik i\u015fe s\u00f6\u00fd\u00adgi bi\u00adlen \u00e7e\u00adme\u00adle\u015f\u00adsek, has go\u00adwy ne\u00adti\u00adje\u00adle\u00adri ga\u00adza\u00adna\u00adrys.
\nD\u00fcn\u00fd\u00e4 bi\u00adzi\u0148 e\u015f\u00adret\u00adle\u00adri\u00admi\u00adzi\u0148 bi\u00adzi s\u00f6\u00fd\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n\u00adle\u00adre bag\u00adly\u00addy\u00adgy\u00ad baradaky pikire ynanmaga alyp bar\u00fdar. \u00dd\u00f6\u00adne k\u00e4\u00adbir d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00adje\u00adler bi\u00adze bir\u00adgi\u00adden kyn\u00ad\u00e7y\u00adlyk\u00adla\u00adry d\u00f6\u00adred\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r. Hakykatda bolsa, bi\u00adzi\u0148 abadan\u00e7ylygymyz ber\u00fd\u00e4n s\u00f6\u00fdgimize baglydyr. Bu \u00fderde g\u00fcr\u00adr\u00fc\u0148 bi\u00adzi\u0148 dur\u00admu\u015f\u00addan di\u00ad\u0148e n\u00e4\u00adme\u00adle\u00adri al\u00ad\u00fdandygymyz hak\u00adda bar\u00adman, e\u00fd\u00adsem, dur\u00admu\u00ad\u015fa, go\u00adla\u00fdymyz\u00adda\u00adky adam\u00adla\u00adra n\u00e4\u00adme\u00adle\u00adri ber\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n\u00addi\u00adgi\u00admiz hak\u00adda bar\u00ad\u00fdar.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ro\u00adbin Wil\u00ad\u00fdam\u00adsy\u0148 \u201c\u015ea\u00adhyr\u00adla\u00adry\u0148 jem\u00adgy\u00ad\u00fde\u00adti\u201d fil\u00admin\u00add\u00e4\u00adki adam\u00adla\u00adry\u0148 dur\u00admu\u00ad\u015fy\u00adny \u00f6z\u00adger\u00addip bil\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4n mu\u00adgal\u00adlym Jon Ki\u00adting, ba\u00adtyr\u00adga\u00fd\u00adly\u00adgy\u0148 aja\u00ad\u00fdyp nus\u00adga\u00adsy\u00addyr. Bu \u00e7e\u00adper film\u00adde Ki\u00adting mek\u00addep-in\u00adter\u00adnat\u00adda oka\u00ad\u00fdan sustupes \u00fdetginjeklere sa\u00adpak ber\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r, dur\u00admu\u00ad\u015fa bo\u00adlan h\u00f6\u00adwes d\u00f6\u00adre\u00addip, ola\u00adry ruh\u00adlan\u00addyr\u00ad\u00fdar. Ki\u00adting \u00fdet\u00adgin\u00adjek\u00adle\u00adre \u00f6z\u00adle\u00adri\u00adni\u0148 \u00fda\u015f\u00adlyk ar\u00adzuw\u00adla\u00adry\u00adny n\u00e4\u00adme se\u00adb\u00e4p\u00adden \u00fdi\u00adti\u00adren\u00addik\u00adle\u00adri\u00adni d\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u00fcn\u00addir\u00ad\u00fd\u00e4r. \u00c7\u00fcn\u00adki olar \u00f6\u0148 ata-ene\u00adleri ta\u00adra\u00adpyn\u00addan i\u015f\u00adle\u00adnip d\u00fc\u00adz\u00fc\u00adlen me\u00ad\u00fdil\u00adna\u00adma\u00adla\u00adra g\u00f6\u00adr\u00e4 \u00fda\u00ad\u015fa\u00ad\u00fdar\u00addy\u00adlar. Olar luk\u00adman, hu\u00adkuk\u00ad\u00e7y, bank\u00ad\u00e7y bol\u00admagy […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1935"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1935"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1935\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1935"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1935"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1935"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}