{"id":49045,"date":"2021-10-03T17:43:08","date_gmt":"2021-10-03T12:43:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/?p=49045"},"modified":"2021-10-03T18:02:41","modified_gmt":"2021-10-03T13:02:41","slug":"yagsyzada","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/yagsyzada\/","title":{"rendered":"…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Jebran Halil Jebran, liwan-amerikan \u00fdazyjysy.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00e4mini\u0148 gelmegi<\/strong><\/h2>\n

(1-nji b\u00f6l\u00fcm)<\/p>\n

\u00d6z d\u00f6wr\u00fcni\u0148 saba-s\u00e4heri, de\u0148-du\u015flaryny\u0148 arasyndan sa\u00fdlan\u00fdan we ezizlen\u00fd\u00e4n Almustafa, Orfales \u015f\u00e4herinde \u00f6z\u00fcni dogduk adasyna alyp gitmeli g\u00e4misini\u0148 dolanyp gelmegine on iki \u00fdyl gara\u015fdy.<\/p>\n

On ikinji \u00fdylda, orak m\u00f6ws\u00fcminde, e\u00fdlul1<\/sup> a\u00fdyny\u0148 \u00fdedinji g\u00fcni (22-nji awgust) \u015f\u00e4her diwarlaryny\u0148 da\u015fyndaky dep\u00e4 \u00e7ykyp, de\u0148ze tarap nazar a\u00fdlanda, dumany\u0148 i\u00e7inden \u00e7ykyp gel\u00fd\u00e4n g\u00e4misine g\u00f6zi d\u00fc\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

\u015eonda onu\u0148 kalbyny\u0148 derwezeleri gi\u0148den a\u00e7ylyp, \u015fatlygy de\u0148zi\u0148 \u00fcsti bilen alyslara perwaz urdy. Ol g\u00f6zlerini \u00fdumdy-da, \u00fcms\u00fcm ruhy bilen doga-dileg etdi.<\/p>\n

Emma, depeden a\u015fak inip gel\u00fd\u00e4rk\u00e4, ony gam-gussa gaplap aldy, \u00f6z \u00fdanyndan o\u00fda batdy: \u201cMen bu \u00fderden n\u00e4dip rahat, ga\u00fdgy-\u00fcnj\u00fcsiz gidip bilerin? E\u00fdsem, ma\u0148a \u00fdarasyz kalp bilen bu di\u00fdary terk etmek ba\u015fardarmyka!?<\/p>\n

Bu diwarlary\u0148 arasynda ge\u00e7iren dertli g\u00fcnlerim uzaga \u00e7ekdi, \u00fdal\u0148yz-tenha bolan gijelerim uzyn boldy, he\u00fd, onso\u0148 kim gynanman \u00f6z derdinden we \u00fdal\u0148yzlygyndan jyda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp biler?!<\/p>\n

K\u00f6\u0148l\u00fcmi\u0148 juda k\u00f6p par\u00e7alaryny bu k\u00f6\u00e7elere d\u00fc\u015fedim, bu depeleri\u0148 arasynda egna\u00e7yk gezip \u00fd\u00f6ren ga\u00fdgy-gussalarymy\u0148 z\u00fcr\u00fdatlary-da di\u00fdse\u0148 k\u00f6p, onso\u0148 men olardan n\u00e4dip, agyry-\u00fcnj\u00fcsiz da\u015fla\u015fyp bilerin?!<\/p>\n

Men bu g\u00fcn e\u015figimi \u00e7ykaryp ta\u015flamok, megerem, \u00f6z ellerim bilen hamymy sypyr\u00fdaryn.<\/p>\n

\u00ddok, men yzymda akyl d\u00e4l-de, a\u00e7lykdyr te\u015fnelik bilen s\u00fc\u00fdjedilen kalbymy galdyr\u00fdaryn.<\/p>\n

\u015ee\u00fdle-de bolsa, men bu \u00fderde uzak eglenip bilme\u00fd\u00e4rin.<\/p>\n

Hemme zady \u00f6z\u00fcne \u00e7agyr\u00fdan de\u0148iz, meni hem \u00e7agyr\u00fdar, men g\u00e4m\u00e4 m\u00fcnmeli.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnki bu \u00fderde gijelerimi\u0148 g\u00fcndizdigine garamazdan, bu \u00fderde galmagym gatap do\u0148magymy, da\u015fa d\u00f6nmegimi hem-de \u00fc\u00fdtgewsiz bir galyba salynmagymy a\u0148lad\u00fdar.<\/p>\n

Bu \u00fderd\u00e4ki zatlary\u0148 barysyny \u00f6z\u00fcm bilen alyp gitsemdim. \u00dd\u00f6ne n\u00e4dip?<\/p>\n

Seda \u00f6z\u00fcne ganat ber\u00fd\u00e4n zybandyr lebleri \u00f6zi bilen \u00e4kidip bilme\u00fd\u00e4r. Onu\u0148 bir \u00f6zi belentligi g\u00f6zlemeli.<\/p>\n

H\u00f6w\u00fcrtgesiz b\u00fcrg\u00fcdi\u0148em \u00fdeke \u00f6zi Ku\u00fda\u015fa sary perwaz ur\u00fdar ahyryn.<\/p>\n

Ol dep\u00e4ni\u0148 etegine \u00fdetip, \u00fdene-de de\u0148ze tarap g\u00f6z a\u00fdlanda, g\u00e4misini\u0148 kenara \u00fdakynla\u015fyp gel\u00fd\u00e4ndigini g\u00f6rdi, onu\u0148 \u00fcst\u00fcnde bolsa, de\u0148iz\u00e7iler \u2013 \u00f6z \u00fclkesini\u0148 ynsanlary bardy.<\/p>\n

Onu\u0148 g\u00f6wni olara \u00fd\u00fczlenip seslendi: – Garry enemi\u0148 perzentleri, siz m\u00f6w\u00e7leri\u0148 \u00e7apyksuwarlarysy\u0148yz, siz d\u00fc\u00fd\u015f\u00fcmde g\u00f6r n\u00e4\u00e7e saparlar \u00fd\u00fcz\u00fcp gelipdi\u0148iz. Indi bolsa, meni\u0148 syrly d\u00fc\u00fd\u015flerim o\u00fdalygymda \u00fdakynla\u015fyp gel\u00fd\u00e4r.<\/p>\n

Men gitm\u00e4ge ta\u00fdyn, bar islegim \u00fdelkenleri\u0148 doly \u00fdokary galdyrylmagy \u00fc\u00e7in \u00fdele gara\u015f\u00fdar.<\/p>\n

Di\u0148e bu asuda howadan \u00fdene-de bir gezek dem ala\u00fdyn, di\u0148e \u00fdene-de bir gezek s\u00f6\u00fdgi bilen yzyma nazar a\u00fdla\u00fdyn. Onso\u0148 men de\u0148iz\u00e7ileri\u0148 arasynda de\u0148iz\u00e7i bolup duraryn.<\/p>\n

Sen a\u0148yrsy-b\u00e4rsi g\u00f6r\u00fcnme\u00fd\u00e4n de\u0148iz, o\u00fdaly-ukuly ene, der\u00fdadyr \u00e7e\u015fmeleri\u0148 akymy \u00f6z asudalygyny we erkinligini di\u0148e senden tap\u00fdar. Bu \u00e7e\u015fmeler \u00fdene-de bir \u00f6wr\u00fcm ederler, \u00f6z hanalaryndan \u00fdene-de bir mukam \u00fda\u00fdradarlar. \u015eonda men \u00e7\u00e4ksiz damjany\u0148 \u00e7\u00e4ksiz ummana go\u015fuly\u015fy dek seni\u0148 kenary\u0148a gelerin.<\/p>\n

Ol \u00fd\u00f6r\u00e4p bar\u00fdarka, uzakda ekin me\u00fddanlaryny, \u00fcz\u00fcmliklerini ta\u015flap, \u015f\u00e4her derwezesine bakan al\u0148asap gel\u00fd\u00e4n erkek ki\u015filere we zenanlara g\u00f6zi d\u00fc\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Ol adamlary\u0148 \u00f6z adyny tutup, ekin me\u00fddanyndan be\u00fdleki ekin me\u00fddanyna gygyryp, g\u00e4mini\u0148 gelendigini bir-birine habar ber\u00fd\u00e4n seslerini e\u015fitdi.<\/p>\n

Ol \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcne \u015fe\u00fdle di\u00fddi: – E\u00fdsem, a\u00fdralyk g\u00fcni \u00fdygnany\u015fyk g\u00fcni bolarmy?<\/p>\n

E\u00fdsem, meni\u0148 ag\u015famyma, hakykatdan hem meni\u0148 da\u0148-s\u00e4herim boldy di\u00fdip a\u00fddarlarmyka?<\/p>\n

Men azalyny ke\u015fleri\u0148 arasynda ta\u015flap ga\u00fddana \u00fda-da \u00fcz\u00fcm syk\u00fdan abzalyny\u0148 \u00e7arhyny togtadana n\u00e4me bererin?<\/p>\n

E\u00fdsem, \u00fdygyp olara bererim \u00fdaly meni\u0148 kalbym bol miweli daragt bolup bilermi?<\/p>\n

Olary\u0148 py\u00fdalalaryny doldurarym \u00fdaly, isleg-arzuwlarym \u00e7e\u015fme de\u00fd akarmy?<\/p>\n

Gudraty g\u00fc\u00fd\u00e7lini\u0148 eli ma\u0148a galta\u015far \u00fdaly, megerem, men arfadyryn2<\/sup> \u00fda-da onu\u0148 nepesi i\u00e7imden ge\u00e7ip gider \u00fdaly t\u00fc\u00fdd\u00fckdirin?<\/p>\n

Men di\u0148e \u00fcms\u00fcmligi g\u00f6zle\u00fdji, ony ynamly pa\u00fdlarym \u00fdaly bu \u00fcms\u00fcmlikden ha\u00fdsy genji-hazynany tapdym?<\/p>\n

Eger-de bu g\u00fcn hasyl \u00fdygna\u00fdan g\u00fcn\u00fcm bolsa, ha\u00fdsy me\u00fddana tohum sepdim we \u00fdadyma d\u00fc\u015fme\u00fd\u00e4n ha\u00fdsy pasylda?<\/p>\n

Eger-de bu, hakykatdan-da, \u00e7yramy g\u00f6termeli pursatym bolsa, onda pelted\u00e4ki \u00fdalyn meni\u0148ki bolmaz.<\/p>\n

Men \u00e7yramy bo\u015f we \u00f6\u00e7\u00fck halda g\u00f6terjek, gij\u00e4ni\u0148 gorag\u00e7ysy ony \u00fdag bilen dolduryp, \u00f6zi \u00fdakar.<\/p>\n

Ol bulary s\u00f6z bilen a\u00fdtdy. Emma onu\u0148 \u00fd\u00fcreginde k\u00f6p zatlar a\u00fddylman galdy. \u00c7\u00fcnki ol i\u00e7ind\u00e4ki \u00e7u\u0148\u0148ur syrlaryny a\u00fddyp bilenokdy.<\/p>\n

Ol \u015f\u00e4heri\u0148 i\u00e7ine girende, ony ugratmaga gelen \u00e4hli ilat agzybirlik bilen o\u0148a \u00fd\u00fczlendiler.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00e4heri\u0148 \u00fda\u015fululary \u00f6\u0148e \u00e7ykyp, \u015fe\u00fdle di\u00fddiler: – Sen entek bizi ta\u015flap gitme! Sen bizi\u0148 alagara\u0148kylygymyzy\u0148 s\u00fc\u00fdr g\u00fcnortany boldu\u0148, juwanlygy\u0148 bolsa bize arzuw etm\u00e4ge hyru\u00e7 berdi.<\/p>\n

Sen bizi\u0148 aramyzda kesekem, myhmanam d\u00e4lsi\u0148, e\u00fdsem, s\u00f6\u00fdg\u00fcli, eziz perzendimizsi\u0148. G\u00f6zlerimizi\u0148 didary\u0148a te\u015fne bolmagyna \u00fdol berme!<\/p>\n

Ruhany erkekler we zenanlar o\u0148a \u015fe\u00fdle di\u00fddiler: \u2013 De\u0148iz m\u00f6w\u00e7lerini\u0148 bizi a\u00fdra salmagyna, aramyzda ge\u00e7iren \u00fdyllary\u0148 \u00fdatlama bolup galmagyna \u00fdol berme!<\/p>\n

Sen ruh bolup, aramyzda gezdi\u0148, sa\u00fda\u0148 bolsa, \u00fd\u00fczlerimize nur bolup \u00e7a\u00fdyldy.<\/p>\n

Biz seni juda s\u00f6\u00fdd\u00fck. \u00dd\u00f6ne bizi\u0148 s\u00f6\u00fdgimiz sessiz-\u00fc\u00fdns\u00fcz bolup, perde bilen \u00f6rt\u00fclendi.<\/p>\n

\u00dd\u00f6ne indi ol gaty sesi bilen seni\u0148 \u00f6\u0148\u00fc\u0148de a\u00fdan bol\u00fdar. \u00c7\u00fcnki hemi\u015fe-de \u015fe\u00fdle bol\u015fy \u00fdaly, s\u00f6\u00fdgi a\u00fdralyk pursatyna \u00e7enli \u00f6z \u00e7u\u0148lugyny bilme\u00fd\u00e4r.<\/p>\n

Be\u00fdlekiler hem gelip o\u0148a towakga etdiler. Emma ol jogap berm\u00e4n, di\u0148e ba\u015fyny a\u015fak sallady. \u00ddanynda duranlar onu\u0148 g\u00f6z\u00fda\u015flaryny\u0148 d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcne dam\u00fdandygyny g\u00f6rd\u00fcler.<\/p>\n

Ol \u00fdygnananlar bilen birlikde, ybadathanany\u0148 \u00f6\u0148\u00fcnd\u00e4ki uly me\u00fddana tarap ugrady.<\/p>\n

Ybadathanadan Almitra di\u00fden zenan \u00e7ykdy. Ol bihal d\u00e4ldi.<\/p>\n

Almustafa o\u0148a \u00e7u\u0148\u0148ur m\u00e4hir bilen seretdi, \u00e7\u00fcnki ol bu \u015f\u00e4here gelen g\u00fcni, bil baglan ilkinji ynsanydy.<\/p>\n

Zenan o\u0148a salam berip, \u015fe\u00fdle di\u00fddi: \u2013 E\u00fd, Huda\u00fdy\u0148 bendesi, sen has \u00fdokary k\u00e4milligi\u0148 g\u00f6zleginde uzak wagtlap g\u00e4mi\u0148 \u00fdoluna garady\u0148. H\u00e4zir g\u00e4mi\u0148 geldi, seni\u0148 \u00fdola d\u00fc\u015fmeli wagty\u0148 boldy.<\/p>\n

Hakyda\u0148da galan \u00fdere te\u015fneligi\u0148, dogduk dep\u00e4\u0148e bolan belent arzuwlary\u0148 juda \u00e7u\u0148\u0148ur; bizi\u0148 s\u00f6\u00fdgimiz seni baglap go\u00fdmaz, sa\u0148a bolan zerurlyklarymyz seni saklamaz.<\/p>\n

Emma bizi go\u00fdup gitmezden ozal, bize nesihat berip, hakykaty\u0148yzy we o\u00fd-pikirleri\u0148izi bize galdyrmagy\u0148yzy ha\u00fdy\u015f ed\u00fd\u00e4ris.<\/p>\n

Biz ol hakykaty \u00f6z perzentlerimize go\u00fdarys, olar hem \u00fditip gitmez \u00fdaly \u00f6z\u00fcnden so\u0148kulara \u00fdadyg\u00e4r galdyrarlar.<\/p>\n

Sen \u00fdal\u0148yz-tenhalykda bizi\u0148 g\u00fcnlerimizi synlady\u0148, ukusyz ge\u00e7iren gijeleri\u0148 bolsa, d\u00fc\u00fd\u015flerimizd\u00e4ki agylarymyza we g\u00fclk\u00fclerimize di\u0148 saldy\u0148.<\/p>\n

\u015eonu\u0148 \u00fc\u00e7in h\u00e4zir bize \u00f6z\u00fcmizi tanat, doglu\u015f bilen \u00f6l\u00fcmi\u0148 arasynda bolup ge\u00e7\u00fd\u00e4n zatlar dogrusynda \u00f6z\u00fc\u0148e a\u00fdan zatlary\u0148 barysyny g\u00fcrr\u00fc\u0148 ber.<\/p>\n

Ol \u015fe\u00fdle jogap berdi: \u2013 E\u00fd, Orfalesi\u0148 halky men sizi edil h\u00e4zir biynjalyk ed\u00fd\u00e4n zatlardan ba\u015fga n\u00e4me a\u00fddyp bilerk\u00e4m?<\/p>\n

(dowamy bar)<\/strong><\/p>\n

I\u0148lis dilinden terjime eden \u00ddegenm\u00e4mmet Ta\u00fdly\u00fdew.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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  1. E\u00fdlul \u00fdewre\u00fd senenamasyny\u0148 on ikinji a\u00fdydyr. E\u00fdlul 29 g\u00fcn dowam edip, awgusty\u0148 ikinji \u00fdarymyna we Grigori\u00fdan senenamasyny\u0148 sent\u00fdabr a\u00fdyny\u0148 birinji \u00fdarymyna d\u00fc\u015f\u00fd\u00e4r.<\/li>\n
  2. \u00a0\u00dc\u00e7bur\u00e7 g\u00f6rn\u00fc\u015fi kiri\u015fli saz guraly.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

    Jebran Halil Jebran, liwan-amerikan \u00fdazyjysy. G\u00e4mini\u0148 gelmegi (1-nji b\u00f6l\u00fcm) \u00d6z d\u00f6wr\u00fcni\u0148 saba-s\u00e4heri, de\u0148-du\u015flaryny\u0148 arasyndan sa\u00fdlan\u00fdan we ezizlen\u00fd\u00e4n Almustafa, Orfales \u015f\u00e4herinde \u00f6z\u00fcni dogduk adasyna alyp gitmeli g\u00e4misini\u0148 dolanyp gelmegine on iki \u00fdyl gara\u015fdy. On ikinji \u00fdylda, orak m\u00f6ws\u00fcminde, e\u00fdlul1 a\u00fdyny\u0148 \u00fdedinji g\u00fcni (22-nji awgust) \u015f\u00e4her diwarlaryny\u0148 da\u015fyndaky dep\u00e4 \u00e7ykyp, de\u0148ze tarap nazar a\u00fdlanda, dumany\u0148 i\u00e7inden \u00e7ykyp […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":49050,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49045"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=49045"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49045\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/media\/49050"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=49045"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=49045"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zamanturkmenistan.com.tm\/%77%70%2d%6a%73%6f%6e\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=49045"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}